Hello Mick,

I took a strong testosterone booster and I think I started to gyno in my nipple area you can hardly tell but I was wondering if there was anyway to reverse it or did I Just fuck myself up permanently I was wanting to try and compete one day and I don t know if I could ever fell confident enough also I am getting ready to take a legal pro-hormone I will take an estrogen blocker this time but do you think this is a bad idea.

I also wanted to respond to the tears on a keyboard that was an incredible story it left a lump in my throat the whole time I read it I have a wife and daughter how I love so much and I have been addicted to heron and got off of it and met my wife but about a year and half ago I had some teeth problems and they started prescribing pain meds.

I did not want to admit it but I have been addicted to them I have been able to keep training hard and convince myself that I don t have a problem because I was able to like I do I thought how could I be addicted and still train like that but after reading your story I realized that I have a problem I have been hiding it from my wife buying off the black market and not telling anyone feeling that alone feeling and feeling so depressed and blaming it on that fact that I felt like a fuck up.

I also wanted to take my own life and this is the reason I wanted to tell you what your story did for me. This is true just recently got a full scrip of oxycotton don t know if I spelled that write but I think you know what I am talking about I felt like I said my good byes to everyone and I had planned to take the hole bottle which was forty pills and that would of easily done the trick I researched myself I was e-mailing my best friend saying good bye when I got your e-mail with your story I opened the e-mail to see and I believe it saved my life because I spent the next hour in half reading it.

When I was done I felt like there was someone like me how felt the same things I did from there I woke my wife up and told her everything and gave her the prescription so she could flush them it has only been six days that I have been clean but I feel like I can do this that I can live with out the drugs and I have not felt like that this past year in half so I want to thank you my wife wanted me to tell you thank you and I know if my daughter could understand she would thank you just talking about this making me cry knowing how close I was to not being able to write this so from the bottom of my thank you words can not express what your story has done for me.

Thank you again

Mike.

Hi Mike,

Look mate, you have not to worry about the gyno in fact I would say come off the gear completely for at least 3 months
maybe more and the reasons are simple.

If you were as close to suicide as you say then taking steroids is the last thing you need to be doing. You should
use ALL your energy to fight the addiction to the pain meds and everyting else. Save your strength for the bigger battle
to come.

If you need any boosting and you feeling low, just hug your child because it is her that would have suffered even more
after you had gone.

Now… stay strong and get on with being a No. 1 Dad and enjoy it.

God bless and take care.

Mick Hart.

Founder of Mick Hart Training Systems and the No Bull Collection Magazine.